Coffee and Cigarettes

and true love waits in haunted attics. and true love lives on lollipops and crisps.

29.10.2018.

Take me back to the night we met and then I can tell myself not to ride along with you.

Odlučila sam da te volim. Jutros. I sad ću lijepo da legnem i tu ljubav odbolujem, jer je to ono što radim svaki put kad se osjećam loše. Popijem lijek sa ključalom vodom, pokrijem se, preznojim i sačekam da srce prestane luđački udarati. Ne plačem i ne žalim se drugima. Sve odradim sama. Znaš li da smo sinoć možda prvi put u životu istinski pričali? To je jedino na što sam mislila dok sam sklupčana na hladnom stubištu, sa krhotinama stakla pod nogama, govorila bez srama u slušalicu. Zaista je užasno što se sve ovo dešava sada i još uvijek mislim da si loša osoba zbog toga što si odlučio vratiti se u trenutku kada sam konačno povjerovala da sam sredila svoj život. Ali dobro, neka bude. Znam da imam hrabro srce i zbog toga sam svjesno, iskreno, potpuno, odlučila da ću da te volim jednako kao ranije. Da ću da te volim i da šutim i da ljubav odbolujem, jer je sve ono što sam toliko željela tada, što si imao, a odlučio pustiti, za samo tri godine postalo pogrešno, ružno i nemoguće. Počinjem.

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Water is my eye
Most faithful mirror
Fearless on my breath

The Eternal
Procession moves on, the shouting is over,
praise to the glory of loved ones now gone.
Talking aloud as they sit round their tables,
scattering flowers washed down by the rain.

Stood by the gate at the foot of the garden,
watching them pass like clouds in the sky,
try to cry out in the heat of the moment,
possessed by a fury that burns from inside.

Cry like a child, though these years make me older,
with children my time is so wastefully spent,
a burden to keep, though their inner communion,
accept like a curse an unlucky deal.

Played by the gate at the foot of the garden,
my view stretches out from the fence to the wall,
no words could explain, no actions determine,
just watching the trees and the leaves as they fall.

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